March, month of sadness

Well obviously when u say March 2014, first incident that pops up in ur minds will be the MH370 incident which started in the beginning of March.. and the whole saga lasted for the whole month of March and truthfully its not yet finished and lots and lots of drama going on. Truthfully I got sick of it by the second week of the plane's disappearance. Everyone was coming up with their own theory and the press conference held everyday just didn't really have any new news. So it was kinda annoying to hear everyone talking about it and randomly throwing theories on the table for everyone to believe.

Ok now that you've seen the title of my post, and then at my first paragraph, you must be quite puzzled. I think i am even though I'm the one writing this. Well I was sad for the first week as I said but then I just didn't really followed up as crazily as I did in the first week.Well near the last week of March, this actually hit me harder than the MH370 maybe because people I know were actually involved. One of the 4 CHS bus overturned when they were coming back from their prefect camp in Ulu Langat and one of thew student passed away. Just as I got in the car after exam. My mum spilled the news to me. First thought that came to my mind was actually Sue-Anne as she was a prefect. What hit me harder was when I reached home, i sent a text and tried calling but there wasn't any reply. Then, my juniors said that that was the committee bus. That made things worse as she is Form 5 and that would mean that she was in that bus. Finally, I got a reply from her and it was really unexpected, "who are you?". That part made me relax abit and anxious at the same time. Relax because I finally got a reply, anxious because what if this wasn't her? Well maybe she didn't had my new number so i just replied saying who I was. Then, no reply again until like forever. of course that affected my mood for the whole day and the next day. Well, for the prefect that unfortunately passed away, his name is Ian Chin Yeong Peng, another Form 5 prefect. Although we weren't like friends or something but I actually saw him around in CHS quite alot. What I knew was he was in the 扯铃队 of the Chinese Society, he was a responsible prefect that woke me up every morning to go for assembly. He used to annoy me because he would always go for the light switches to ask us to go for assembly as that would stop us from doing whatever we were doing, and that was quite annoying. After his death, condolences began to pour in on facebook, quite alot of my friends also had to apologize for teasing him last time.. Well the confession page on CHS turned into a message station for him too. From there, i found out that he actually had a girlfriend. Imagine the scar on her heart, must've been tough. Can you imagine the pain on his parent's heart and also the mental scar left on the prefects in the bus, not to mention the discipline teachers too. Well, it was an accident so nobody wanted it to happen.

Just like that wasn't bad enough, almost few days later, one of my junior's dad passed away. Too bad I couldn't attend the funeral as my parents weren't in so I couldn't get permission. Didn't really quite expect it to happen but I don't even know the cause of death! All I know is I pray that my junior can go through this as a tought girl I know she is and stay strong :) We will always be by your side.

So thats about it on March, other than I screwed up my trials.. pretty badly on Chemistry, but oh well, it was expected. Hopefully we get to have more fun AFTER THIS WHOLE DAMN THING IS DONE! Well, A levels is gonna finish soon and I seriously still do not know where will I study or what will i study! All I know is I want to go to UCD to study just I DUNNO WHAT! I'm applying every single scholarship I know just to have a crack on it. Hopefully they will just give me a course and I'll study it. Simple as that. i hate making choices in life although its an important part of life :/ SO now that trials is over, these 2 weeks of break will be the time where I catch up with what I didn't study in trials. start doing the past year papers, make a new cover, post something on instagram as its been ages. And update my blog if something interesting happens :)

Cheers guys :)